Married ... but Lonely
"I thought I'd lost it," said Billie, a wife of eight years. "I was in the grocery store check-out line. The man in front of me glanced back and smiled. He looked so kind. I had an overwhelming impulse to ask him to hug me. When I got to my car, I burst into tears. I finally had to admit how lonely I felt."
"I'm tired of feeling alone," Diane, who's been married 14 years, commented. "My husband, Ben, is into everything. He has a ball game or a meeting nearly every night. If he's home he's on the phone talking over strategies for the next game or meeting. He has time for everyone except me."
"If friends and colleagues were enough," Kim, a wife of 10 years, complained, "I wouldn't have married. I want a husband. I want someone who's with me, who can share my life on a daily basis."
No one expects it to happen. Marriage is supposed to prevent loneliness, isn't it? Unfortunately, it doesn't.
In our work with couples we've frequently heard the same kind of complaint: "I'm married, but I'm lonely." We all crave the physical and emotional intimacy of a spouse who's really there for us. When this doesn't happen, frustration, hurt, and anger mingle with feelings of betrayal. "What's the point of being married," as Billie put it, "if you have to go looking when you need someone?" And the longer those feelings of loneliness exist, the stronger the possibility that a spouse will look outside the marriage for support, affection, companionship, and love.
What are some ways to battle marital loneliness?
Analyze your situation
If you're feeling lonely, ask yourself:
- What's going on in my marriage that makes me feel lonely?
- Is this a short-term situation I can live with or a long-term situation that needs to change?
- Answering these questions can save you from falling into several traps.
(1) Blaming yourself. Both Billie and Diane initially felt guilty about their loneliness. Billie was certain that her painful loneliness meant that she had somehow failed. And Diane felt like an ingrate when she complained about a husband who was faithful, family-oriented, and involved in worthy activities. She thought she needed to change the way she felt. But her feelings weren't the problem; they were a signal that she needed to change her circumstances.
(2) Blaming your spouse. Billie blamed Steve for being self-absorbed and cutting her out of his life. Yet she missed the real source of his behavior—depression rooted in a business venture at the edge of failure. In this case blaming didn't help the situation.
(3) Thinking your marriage is doomed or at least condemned to mediocrity. Such thinking only deflects you from the task of finding a workable solution.
Create an action list
Answer these questions:
- What changes would alleviate my loneliness?
- What can I do, and what can my spouse do, to bring about these changes?
Originally published in: Marriage Partnership, 2009, Web-only
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Companionship, Intimacy, Loneliness
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funsooner5559
I was in a relation with the one that I was going to spend the rest of my life with but i don't think I,ve ever been so along. It is one thing to be alone but to be with someone and be alone is the hardest thing a person can do.
total
unfortunately there is no accountablity of men. Society has taught us to just keep our mouth shut and not share your hurt and pain. I tell you this is man's law. When is the church going to do their job about abusive men/women.
AG
My husband is emotionally abusive and I struggle with PTSD so we just clash at every point in our relationship. His words hurt me so bad that I spiral into depression and see myself dealing with my PTSD again. When that happens, it just makes my husband more angry. When things begin to settle down I find myself just beginning to heal before it happens all over again. I have no strength. I feel so lonely through out the day that I find myself just crying for hours while my kids nap. I have no one to talk to and my husband does not sympathize or take the time to talk with me about it. I need help!!
loney too
I agree - my husband is SO busy with work, he is the part-time you minister at our church and during VBS I practically never see him for about 2 weeks. I have tried many ways to alleviate his need to be busy - but no luck. I feel he is missing out on his God-chosen family; our kids miss him; he is usually home to tuck them in only 1-2 nights per week. I feel guilty when I complain about him being busy with church work - but it EATS up his time and he has never learned to say "no" to others. I am married, but a single mom and I hate it. :(
Wearing the T-Shirt
Remember the old saying..."been there, done that, bought the T-shirt"....I'm wondering how common is this in our world today??? We are all inundated with business of life.
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